title: in retrospect
author: selfdemo
rating: pg-13
genre: angst
summary/excerpt: you wish there is a blinding white noise that could muffle your ears right now. the light tapping of allison's fingers on the windowsill isn't enough, won't ever be enough
a/n: disjointed. weird. kind of. :) has a companion drabble here. i haven't checked it much so if you see any ( Read more... )

title: in retrospect
author: selfdemo
rating: pg-13
genre: angst
summary/excerpt: you wish there is a blinding white noise that could muffle your ears right now. the light tapping of allison's fingers on the windowsill isn't enough, won't ever be enough
a/n: disjointed. weird. kind of. :) has a companion drabble here. i haven't checked it much so if you see any ( Read more... )

title: can't escape
author: selfdemo 
rating: pg
genre: angst
summary/excerpt: but the victory is momentary, you lose the battle eventually.
a/n: set a few months after the idol tour. a companion to in retrospect

( can't escape )

 
( see fake cut )

Morning Dew - 100

He feels the tingle in his skin and the trickling of sweat on his forehead and the clench in his stomach. His breathes are laboured and erratic and he grasps the cover till crescents form on his palm. And he reaches it, white light under his eyelids.

He keeps his eyes shut tight when it happens, chasing the remnants of premature ( Read more... )